And so it goes..... Shit never changes. Just makes new stories

In the last several months I've paid for a singles website subscription with no results. I've kept up with the free sites with not one man with real balls to keep up and put up. 

I thought maybe recently something might work out. Except he's soooo damn shy. 4 dates. FOUR and not a kiss one. 

I got an offer from young pup biker dude for 15 minutes of fun and 30 minutes of conversation. 

Was re approached by a married guy who apparently was diddling a young filly himself only to get caught. Apparently I'm safe and seems to think I am quiet. 

I've watched some of the biggest players and douches hook up solid and even marry. 

Yet here I am..... Again at a bar 45 minutes from home.... Alone. 

Married dude at least said hi that's something I suppose. 

Was supposed to meet a douche. Yeah I did know ahead of time he's a douche but I figured a couple dances maybe a drink something besides home alone. He was supposed to show 30 minutes ago. I'm giving it another 15 before I go home and get good and drunk. 

This sucks. It sucks pretty damn bad. 

I'm so sick of waiting for my turn.