Moving on

I have very seldom been the one that decided to end things, I've been dumped way more times than I care to admit. I continued to be friends with nearly everyone I've dated. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.

Still it catches me slightly off guard when I hear or see that they are exploring other options, more so when it's done so quickly after dumping me. Am I jealous, maybe a little. I'm not as jealous of their someone new as I don't have anyone new.

I guess in a lot of ways I'm a little jealous of everyone that's found that special someone, while I've only found chicken shits and losers.

My ex-husband moved on with a few weeks, was remarried within a year of our divorce. Really?! Didn't want to be married to me but damn sure found a reason to marry someone else pretty quickly.

I really am happy that people find a match. I even capitalize on it, when they hire me to photograph their wedding, new blessing, growing family. I will admit it is hard for me at the end of the day culling images thinking if I'll ever have that in my life.

Ok! End Rant and pity party I'm over it for now!