I have to go to work tomorrow......

And I really don't want to. Lately it's not as fun as it used to be. The dynamic has changed. The structure has changed. We're facing a slow down in the business, which makes me nervous. I don't feel appreciated any more.

Oh and I'm cranky cause I haven't gotten any uhhhh fun in a long, long, long time. And bob's broke. Yes bob's broke, my sanity is clearly in question until I can get him replaced adequately. Even then Bob only does so much. At least it takes the edge off the crankiness though. I mean it's one thing to go days, weeks, months without a man's touch, it's a whole different world not to get any kind of satisfaction AT ALL!

It wouldn't be bad at all if I had even a boy toy, but when it all comes down to it. I want more than a boy toy and would get bored fast if that's all that it was.