I posted my last blog and I can hear a lot of people thinking out loud, "Wow, she must be some kind of witch!" or maybe a b instead of a w in that last word. Some may think I'm just hard to put up with or I'm a complete looser that just can't hold a man. Or the best yet. "Maybe she's a fat ugly grenade!"
Ok, I'm not ugly! Even if I am fat, big girls gotta love too!
Believe me that's nothing I haven't heard. It's not even statements I haven't thought to myself. Heck I've been single collectively at least 6.5 of the last nine years. I can get a man's attention, but can't hold on to it. What's wrong with me? Why have I failed so in this aspect of my life?
For the sake of my sanity I have to believe it's not me! I've heard it enough. "It's not you, it's me. Let's just be friends... with benefits???" Umm REALLY?! I'm good enough to have a little fun with but you don't want to go out to dinner or hang out at a fishing hole?
So a little about me, but only a little. I'm country, I think I mentioned that in the last post. Not country as in I buy boots too look cute and I want an urban cowboy. I'm country as in I was raised on a dirt road, I've been covered in cow manure and know my way around a stick shift and a tractor. I can bait my own hook and love to fish. Makes a pretty good dinner after as well.
I was also raised to be independent and very appreciative of that fact. I can change my own tire, break pads and oil and haul a long trailer. I have my own tool box and fix most minor issues around the house. I can't do it all and call in muscles from friends and family for big chores, like completely remodeling the bathroom. I don't necessarily NEED a man. I CAN stand on my own two feet. And as the blog title suggests, I'm content to be single. But I'm holding out hope there's a man that is for me to SHARE life with.
I'm not a girly girl and not a total tom boy. I can get dirty and like to clean up and look pretty.
I think I mentioned in my last post that I've never been, nor will be a skinny, model, Barbie kind of girl. I'm healthy and curvy. Based on this country's true average, I fit the bill. I was a fat girl, won't lie there either. I lost a considerable amount of weight, beefed up some muscles and had a healthy running/exercise program going for two years. I fell off that wagon a year ago. I put a few pounds back on. I'm working at rebuilding that running program and shedding those pounds gained in the last year and more to hit my final and ultimate weight goal.
I'm typically not a needy person. I am a girl and honestly have my moments, though that's all they are moments. I tend to move on and up really easy.
I'm laid back and truly try to take life as it's thrown at me, making the best of every day.
I know I'm stubborn and hard headed at times, but again, I'm a woman and I'm always right! Just nod you're head! Oh I can be bossy too. I'm a single mom! I'm used to being the bad guy ALL THE TIME!
I'm not the girl next door and most likely not like any other girl you've ever met, unless of course you're one of the guys mentioned in my previous post.
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